Tonight, as I sit & reflect, I am filled with this overwhelming sense of you... & also full of gratitude that time really does lessen most pains. I am grateful that your Auntie Shilo & I are better. It was most definitely hard without her. The holidays really didn't feel much like holidays to me. & by the way, she loves you oh so very much, as do so many others. =) I was filled with a sort of peace of mind at the thought of your grandpa Joe. He  told your papa to tell us hi & he sends his love.
I am beyond words as I sit here. Grateful for you being healthy & overall, I must say I am just along for the ride on this one. I am right now feeling like I could use some extra thoughts & prayers though. I am feeling a little alone on a few things. First one being that I know so many people doubt us being able to reach our goals. Although I know I have support from Tyler & Amanda & Erin & Angie, it would most definitely help to have some positive reinforcement a little closer to me. Now, don't get me wrong, I am most definitely not giving up by any means. As you will learn soon enough, your Mama is no quitter.