Finding Time

Perhaps it's my lack of sleep, or perhaps it's just the past week I've had, but something in me has shifted and I can't quite put my finger on it entirely. I have been trying to recharge my batteries a bit more so I am not completely and utterly drained. I have been trying to take Julie's advice after my last biofeedback session where she told me that it is so important for me to get creative again, as I need that for my process. So, with that in mind, I have been attempting to blog more. It helps that Elaine and a few others have been telling me to get to it, as I seem to be somewhat entertaining, maybe. :) I was reminded of what my spiritual advisor, Fr. Pazat, told me years ago. I can't take on the weight of the world. It's a sin for me to be so selfless... to give so much of myself that I have nothing left. As a mother, (a single mother), father, massage therapist, and everything in between, there is really not much of an option of taking me time, unless I get up extremely early, stay up extremely late, or just don't sleep. In any case, I am going to attempt, once again, to be more regular at writing. I forget how much of a release this can be.